emm-to-the-ett:

Are you sure? I can take care of most of it if you need me to.

I’m sure.  I’m not on bedrest yet.

emm-to-the-ett:

I know Lev, I guess the best we can do is just hope and maybe pray that we’re lucky enough to go through this and all make it out okay.

I’m going to start packing, I’m not sick anymore.

emm-to-the-ett:

…I know. Which is why you’re going to go on bed rest. You aren’t lifting a finger and I’m going to make sure I do all I can to make sure you gain weight. We’ve got to just…Think everything will be right, power of the mind. I’m getting us into a good neighborhood to live in, where its safe. I just..I’m not sure what else I can do to make sure no one gets hurt..

There isn’t anything else you can do.  That’s what I’m scared of.  People have done everything right before and things still went wrong.

emm-to-the-ett:

I’m worried but, I just..I think we need to stay positive. I just paid for the house and We can start moving soon, setting up a new nursery. Those things.

Yeah, but if things go wrong, they could go really wrong Em.  I’m pregnant.  If something goes wrong, they could die.  I could die.

emm-to-the-ett:

Always Lev. Always.

I’m kind of scared, you know?  What if something goes wrong?

emm-to-the-ett:

We’ll find a way to get a video in there or something. I’ll pick up all your work.

Thank you.

emm-to-the-ett:

We can look into night classes then, or I’ll drop some things. You’re going to go to college Lev…I’m not letting this ruin your future.

I’m going to be on bedrest for the first month of college though…

emm-to-the-ett:

..You can breast feed? How much is school without scholarships? I could drop a class or two to have extra off periods.

Yeah.  I mean, it comes with the gene.  It’s not much, it needs to be supplemented with formula, but I can feed them a little.  And it’s more than I can afford.  What if I try to schedule night classes, so that way you’re home before I need to leave.  

emm-to-the-ett:

You have to go…We can’t let your dreams fall to the wayside..

I need to stay home with them, I talked to the doctor and I’ll be able to breast feed them…I could go part time, but I’d lose my scholarships…unless we schedule our classes so there’s always one of us with them at all times.

emm-to-the-ett:

..What are you going to do about college Lev?

I really don’t know.  I’m going to give birth in September, most likely…male pregnancies never last all nine months…